hey guys long time since i updated
i/m staying at home today...
u might hav wonder why, yea i actually hav school tday
but havin this crap sickness
resting at home...
yesterday suddenly i cough really hard, had a really hard time breathing
i was suffering from breathing, had asthma
i thought i was gonna die (choi, touch wood)
it was kinda serious my dad had to drive at the middle of the night 12:00 am
to find a klinik but we didnt manage to find one
wad do u expect, yea it was so late...
so i jus went home... suffering from breathing
that moment i was so afraid i would die n lose all my frens
i kept crying, my heart was breaking
but after sleeping
i am normal agn but still kinda difficult.
i am grateful that i/m still alive.
many thing happened.
exam is coming i.m damn afraid
reading like a mad chicken, i dont wanna get bad results
this time i'm hoping to get an average mark 70 n above
i dunno whether i;m giving myself too much pressure
i jus feel really scared
i dont understand why some humans are so smart,
they dont really need to use much effort n can get damn good results easily/
:( shiesh... i'm jus dumb i guess
now i'm still fighting with Ian cos he keep scolding me like a dog
but i know what he's mad of anyway
so trying to keep a distance between us
hope that he wont get mad
so sad
i feel like crying
damn ass....
well now i'm suddenly obsessed to BIGBANG
omg the're music r good xD
BUT i told b4 werni that i wont lik K-POP
but now what am i omg
an anime lover, like k-pop?!
i wont believe myself
am i nuts?
urgh. should i jus dont care n continue my life liking my own likes~
bwahhhhh!!!!
chaos.
i better go get something to chill myself down -.-
astalavista
